Welcome! I'm Penina, a Functional Medicine health coach for women learning to trust their bodies again. What follows is the long way I got here.
Early Years
I grew up with a stomach ache I couldn't explain. The kind that doesn't show up on any test, doesn't fit on any chart, the kind you eventually just learn to live with.
I was a young child with tremendous anxiety, who didn't have the tools. My loving parents come from the Western medicine world, and I was put on medication to address the anxiety and the attention issues at school. I took many medications for my stomach too. Antibiotics. MiraLAX.
These were bandaid fixes. I was still struggling. The medication turned the volume down without addressing the root of my issues.
For a long time, that felt like medicine. Looking back, I was just numbing.
The Search
By college, something began stirring in me. The medicine wasn't "fixing" me. I was over accepting my symptoms. I was ready to get to the root.
I started getting curious. I wanted to understand what was actually happening in my body. I wanted to know what was underneath the symptoms I'd been told to live with.
There was an intuition pulling me. I couldn't always name it, but I could feel it. It was asking me to go deeper. To get closer to myself, instead of further away. To stop outsourcing the answers and start looking for them myself.
That intuitive voice pulled me to acupuncture, where the wisdom just made sense. Then a GI scope finally named what my body had been screaming about all along: eosinophilic esophagitis. Bleeding ulcers. My body had been telling the truth the whole time. Nobody had been listening. Including me.
I cut gluten and felt better. For a few months I thought that was it. Then COVID hit, I moved to Los Angeles, and a new wave came in. Food sensitivities I'd never had. Acne where there had never been acne. Anxiety that had nothing to do with anything I could name. I came off birth control. The wave got bigger.
The next several years were not pretty. I peeled back the layers slowly and messily. Low FODMAP. Cleaner eating. Cooking my way through every restriction I'd ever been given. Yoga. Somatic movement. Breath work. Journaling. Cycle tracking. Therapy. A partner who held the plan when I couldn't. Two years of acupuncture school.
I walked myself off the anti-anxiety meds. Off Adderall. Off birth control. Off weed. Off everything. None of it was linear. Most of it was harder than I want to admit, even now.
I went through the hard middle. And I came out the other side.
Coming Home
Functional Medicine and root-cause medicine were what finally clicked. I trained through the Functional Medicine Coaching Academy. I completed a 500-hour yoga teacher training. I started seeing my own clients. And somewhere in the middle of all of that, the truest thing I would ever learn finally landed:
My body was never broken. I just hadn't been taught how to listen to it.
I am whole. I am resilient. I can do hard things. I am enough, without any medication, no matter what I'm going through.
And so are you.
I do this work because I didn't have a coach when I needed one. If someone had walked alongside me, reassured me, educated me, held the plan when I couldn't, my healing would have been less lonely and less long. I don't want another woman to figure this out as alone as I did.
That's the work. That's why I'm here.